You promised we'd never change.

Its been a hectic year. As it is for everyone, of course. Nothing good ever comes easy. I will never forget what happened, and though it is sad to say, I know you will not forget either. I know we said we would move on and leave the past behind and only look forward to the future. But there are some things that I just cant seem to let go. I still cant get move past the things you said. The remarks and the comparisons you made. I know it was out of anger, but I know within the words there was a sense of  truth. It sticks to me, because it is the truth, and I can only blame myself for making everything you said a part of me. Since then I've only been putting forth my best efforts to make up for what happened. My present actions cannot erase what I did but I'm just hoping it is enough to overcome it.

It's a new year now, for the two of us individually, and together. It's time for us to grow up. It's time for us to be more mature, more understanding, more patient, to name a few. I'm ready to take the step if you are. We're already off to a good start. Let's keep it up. I'm not giving up on this. I'm not giving up on you.

You promised we'd never change.
You lied.
Cause I know, we'll be much better now.

Home.

Finally back from our trip to the Philippines. I`ll continue with this tomorrow, but long story short: thankful, memories, withdrawal, bed, home.

cross faded.